There is a time and season for every activity under the sun… Ecclesiastes 3

I still feel like I am in a season of having to learn how to let go of people.  Lost, wandering in the wilderness.  I believe God is trying to teach me how to let go of unfruitful relationships.  He will lead me out of the wilderness once I have learned how to walk away from relationships and people that are not a part of my purpose.

I keep going round in round in cycles making the same choices with different people.  They all look different but their behaviors are the same.  They come in with consistent actions, temporarily and feigned interest.  Get what they want and then fade to black.

But…

This has been an area of my life that I have struggled with for as long as I can remember. I have a hard time letting people in and allowing them to see parts of me that I have always been afraid to share.  Then when I do begin to show transparency and let my guard down, they leave and I am left trying to figure out how to release them from my life and heart.

Instead of being anxious about this person’s future position in my life, I need to focus on the lesson that I am to learn from the encounter.

I believe that God is trying to remind me that He is and always will be all that I will ever need and these earthly relationships are the icing on the cake.  ( I really do not love too much icing though, LOL)

Just Jena’