It’s been quite a while since I’ve been here…

Three years to be exact. I was off in the world living or at least keeping myself busy, thinking I was living.

I had created this armor around my heart that couldn’t be penetrated.

Love, love, love was the song I used to sing but now, there was a different tune I was humming.

Self preservation. Preserving what was left of my self, my emotions, the essence of me.

Thinking this way has cost me tremendously. I’ve lost the spark I used to have, became cold and blase, trying to convince myself I was ok without having the one thing I always wanted.

Don’t be like me…

Let go, let love penetrate every cell of your being.